|...who's the fairest of them all?|
My propensity for words often leads me into conversation with perfect strangers, but I haven't complimented anyone on their physique yet. I'm still trying to figure out how to look at myself in the mirror without averting my eyes. Seriously. I have lost close to 30 pounds, and it's probably harder for me to accept the way I look now than 30 pounds ago. Maybe, it's because I'm in the gym doing things that I never thought I would be doing in front of those mirrors. I have nothing to hide behind, and I'm wearing stretchy, sweaty clothing. Today, I was asked to look at my snatch in the mirror (get your mind out of the gutter..it's a weightlifting thing) and I looked straight ahead to make sure that I was in the correct position and then I looked up, so I wouldn't have to see my reflection. Maybe this is something I need to discuss with my mental coach.
|Evil Queen face C/O Venomous Villains|